I am still a leaky faucet...
Mindblurps
I am so tired...this weekend was definitely exhausting. Taking care of the lil one AND pop is quite a lot of work and I don't think already being sick really helped much of that. But overall, still a good weekend. Didn't do much but spent a lot of time w/ pop. He's so stubborn sometimes, we spent a few hours fixing a leaking valve in the back. He wanted to do everything, but he couldn't...so we did it together...it was really cool...I think he really got a lot out of it, cuz he can say he accomplished something pretty big. He doesn't like doing his lil assignments from the OT people, but he needs to realize that he needs to. Again, it's tough to see your dad in that type of position. Hopefully, things that I say to him get through.
Short weeks suck, workwise. You already know it's gonna be a short week, although you should be thankful, you're somewhat resentful. Because already from the beginning of the week you're like, "It's a short week anyway, what's the point of being here at all?" And so begins the short week of resentment, not wanting to be at work...for only 2 1/2 to 3 days. So that's basically how I feel right now, maybe because I also have had practically 0 sleep over the past 3 days...
It's crazy when man realizes and accepts his mortality. Yes, we are all going to die...we don't know when for sure, but we know that it's gonna happen, one of those inevitabilities. But when you realize and accept this fate, then life becomes easier as far as getting things done. You don't always have tomorrow, cuz you don't know when your last tomorrow will be... Say what you want now, don't wait..
I hate finding out information from third party members...it really sucks because however little it SHOULD affect you, that's not the case...it begins to curb your thinking. You wonder... Yes, the only real solution is to approach the problem from ground zero, but seriously, it's not always that simple. It should be, but it ain't. So apparently, I am in a recent dilema with such a situation. I heard from a 3rd party member, 4th party, to be more specific, some information that actually affects my current situation. I have resolved to go straight to the horse's mouth and just confront it. Now I just gotta be given the opportunity to do so, udates shall follow.
Survival of the fittest...
I heard on the radio the other day some guy make a comment that small town america could live w/ out big city america but not vice versa...made me think. He was right. Big City America thrives on cell phones, business, shopping, travel, money, power, etc. We get everything taken care of by other parties...so in a sense we THINK we're self-sufficient. But in terms of survival...Smalltown America holds the ACES. They are TRULY self-sufficient. They provide everything they need themselves, everything they really need to survive. They don't need cell phones and all that stuff...and we rely on THEM to provide one of our most basic necessities...food.
If California, particularly Los Angeles were to sink into the sea tomorrow, of course Smalltown would mourn the loss, but then they could continue to go on, almost as if we had never even existed. What they need would still be there. However, if Smalltown were to get all of the sudden swallowed up whole, Bigcity America would be in chaos because we relied on THEM for our supplies...that's pretty ironic. We think we're so much better than them...
when I went out to lunch today, there was freakin dust totally covering my car...damn wind. I just washed it too...sucks
The lakers are finally starting to look like the Lakers again...thank goodness...all you haters...eat a phatty ass one.
"Life...is not made for the weak of heart"
Mindblurps
I am so tired...this weekend was definitely exhausting. Taking care of the lil one AND pop is quite a lot of work and I don't think already being sick really helped much of that. But overall, still a good weekend. Didn't do much but spent a lot of time w/ pop. He's so stubborn sometimes, we spent a few hours fixing a leaking valve in the back. He wanted to do everything, but he couldn't...so we did it together...it was really cool...I think he really got a lot out of it, cuz he can say he accomplished something pretty big. He doesn't like doing his lil assignments from the OT people, but he needs to realize that he needs to. Again, it's tough to see your dad in that type of position. Hopefully, things that I say to him get through.
Short weeks suck, workwise. You already know it's gonna be a short week, although you should be thankful, you're somewhat resentful. Because already from the beginning of the week you're like, "It's a short week anyway, what's the point of being here at all?" And so begins the short week of resentment, not wanting to be at work...for only 2 1/2 to 3 days. So that's basically how I feel right now, maybe because I also have had practically 0 sleep over the past 3 days...
It's crazy when man realizes and accepts his mortality. Yes, we are all going to die...we don't know when for sure, but we know that it's gonna happen, one of those inevitabilities. But when you realize and accept this fate, then life becomes easier as far as getting things done. You don't always have tomorrow, cuz you don't know when your last tomorrow will be... Say what you want now, don't wait..
I hate finding out information from third party members...it really sucks because however little it SHOULD affect you, that's not the case...it begins to curb your thinking. You wonder... Yes, the only real solution is to approach the problem from ground zero, but seriously, it's not always that simple. It should be, but it ain't. So apparently, I am in a recent dilema with such a situation. I heard from a 3rd party member, 4th party, to be more specific, some information that actually affects my current situation. I have resolved to go straight to the horse's mouth and just confront it. Now I just gotta be given the opportunity to do so, udates shall follow.
Survival of the fittest...
I heard on the radio the other day some guy make a comment that small town america could live w/ out big city america but not vice versa...made me think. He was right. Big City America thrives on cell phones, business, shopping, travel, money, power, etc. We get everything taken care of by other parties...so in a sense we THINK we're self-sufficient. But in terms of survival...Smalltown America holds the ACES. They are TRULY self-sufficient. They provide everything they need themselves, everything they really need to survive. They don't need cell phones and all that stuff...and we rely on THEM to provide one of our most basic necessities...food.
If California, particularly Los Angeles were to sink into the sea tomorrow, of course Smalltown would mourn the loss, but then they could continue to go on, almost as if we had never even existed. What they need would still be there. However, if Smalltown were to get all of the sudden swallowed up whole, Bigcity America would be in chaos because we relied on THEM for our supplies...that's pretty ironic. We think we're so much better than them...
when I went out to lunch today, there was freakin dust totally covering my car...damn wind. I just washed it too...sucks
The lakers are finally starting to look like the Lakers again...thank goodness...all you haters...eat a phatty ass one.
"Life...is not made for the weak of heart"
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